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i’ve moved all of my entries to a new website.
i’ve decided to change web-blogs – go HERE for my new blog(:

SEE YA THERE!♥

who are you?

i can now see her true self.
i can now see his true self.

why is it that i find out the real truth to people’s personalities too late – whether it be relationships with friends, boyfriends, crushes, or just people in general?

idiot.

this song’s catchy :D

i wonder.

i found this while cruising the net; & damn.
where can i find me a guy like this?! …

1) A real guy should know how to make you smile when you’re down.
2) To secretly smell you hair, but you always notice.
3) Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4) Give you the remote control during the game.
5) Come up behind you, and put his arms around you.
6) Play with your hair.
7) His hand always finds yours.
8) Be cute when he really wants something.
9) Offer you plenty of massages.
10) Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11) Never run out of love.
12) Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13) Realize he’s being funny when he needs to be serious.
14) Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15) React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16) Smile a lot.
17) Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn’t normally like to do, but does it because he knows how much it means to you.
18) Appricate you.
19) Help others out.
20) Drive for 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21) Always give you a peck on the cheek when you are departing form each other’s company, even if his friends are watching.
22) Sing, even if he can’t.
23) Have a creative sense of humor.
24) Stare at you.
25) Call for no reason.
26) If you are away from each other for a period of time, tell you that he misses you and wishes you were there.

think about life.

don’t commit suicide.

no matter how much you’re hurting, no matter how hard life is, no matter what – don’t do it.

you’ll do more than just disappear from this world by committing suicide.
by willingly killing yourself, you’re hurting your family, friends, & loved ones.
the family & friends that you leave behind will hate you after you die.
they’ll resent you for leaving them feeling the way they do about you – they’ll miss you, love you, hate you, & resent you.
suicide is only for the selfish, cowardly, & the weak of heart – it’s for losers who can’t handle what life throws at them.

to those kinds of losers, suicide would do the whole world a favor.
we don’t need people like you polluting this planet with your sick thoughts.
die & get it over with already if you really wish to; but remember who you’ll leave behind – remember your mother, father, brother, sister, son, daughter, grandma, grandpa, cousin, aunt, uncle, neice, nephew, boyfriend, girlfriend, employees, co-workers, teachers, students, best friends, enemies, etc.
remember the people who have helped you through hard times.
remember the people who have touched your soul.
remember the people who have taught you valuable lessons.
remember the people who have raised you.
remember the people who have helped you get to the high point of your life.
remember the people who have come in & out of your life.
think of what you’ll be doing to the people whom you love.

remember them & more, when you make your final decision.
but also remember, there’s no turning back – whichever path you deicide to walk, it’ll change your life permanently.

a new realization.

i was watching an episode of tyra today(:
i realized that people regret a lot of things in their past, even me.

through the tyra show today, i realized that regret is useless.
i regret a lot of stuff i did in my past.
i regret a lot of stuff i didn’t do in my past.
i regret things, but by-gone’s are by-gone’s; things can’t be taken back once they’ve all been said & done.
people can only move forward & that’s what we should do<3

i look back at my past.
i look back at all of the dumb people i’ve come by.
i look back at all of the things i’ve done.
i look back at all of the things i’ve said.
everyone has a past. we should js leave the past as it is.
i look back at it all & i’ve realized that “they” were all js a waste of my time.

i’m done looking back at my past now.
i only look back now to figure out the mistakes & kinks that need to be fixed when similar situations present themselves in the future(:

damn.
i feel so … ON FIRE!♥[;

to: every fine female.

this video pretty much explains itself♥

ARTISTS: SeeYa, Davichi & T-ara (JiYeon).
SONG: Women’s Generation.

the voice of angels.

these kids (at the beginning of this video) made me cry.

they’re truly gifted.
they’re blind.
they sing.
& they tug at your heart-strings.
even the lyrics to the songs that they sung, tugged …

it’s blowin’ my mind♥
i’m so greatful.

sorry, mom & dad.

yesterday while i was at school, a dear friend of mine sent me a text saying, “hey, you want to come to disneyland with me for my birthday? you, sumin, marilyn, & katie are invited!”
i read that text message & i instanly replied her back saying, “of course i’ll go!<3 i’ll have to ask my parents first though :P”

when i usually make plans with friends to go places, i lie to my parents about it.
i lie to them because i know that they won’t let me go hang out.
but this time, i have decided that i will tell my parents the truth.
no lies; nothing but real talk, you know?♥

cyber-creeps.

what’s up with guys that i meet online?
likeeeeee, what’s up with random guys adding me on myspace?

they request me & i accept their friend request.
i talk to them for a few days & the conversations die out since i don’t know them in person.
days later, those guys randomly message me again saying things like, “you never talk to me”, “btw, you’re a cutie”, “we should hang out sometime”, “when can we meet?”, “what’s your number?”, etc.
what’s up with guys like that?!

“you never talk to me”
-you added me, so you talk to me first.
-why would i want to talk to you?
-what makes you think i want to talk to you?
-i don’t know you, so what’s there to even talk about?

“btw, you’re a cutie”
-that’s good to know, but i’m not interested.
-i don’t like hearing comments like that from random guys on the internet.
-don’t talk to me bc i’m “cute” – talk to me bc you want to.

“we should hang out sometime”
-i don’t know you.
-i don’t hang out with sleezy guys i meet online.
-why would i want to hang out with someone who i have nothing in common with?

“when can we meet?”
-why would i want to meet with you?
-what makes you think that i want to see you in person?

“what’s your number?”
-i don’t give out my digits to guys i don’t know in person; period.

it doesn’t mean that i’m interested in you in any way, js bc i accept your friend request …
& i don’t want to be all mean about it either, but it’s really beginning to annoy the crap out of me.

i’m not even that good-looking, so why tell me all of that bogus?!
i guess my default pictures give off that kind of i’m-an-easy-girl-to-play-&-toy-with vibe … ??

i don’t even know.